180 Dreams

June 25, 2011

Eyes closed.

“This wheel keeps workin now; this wheel keeps workin now…”

I missed a call… damnit Natalie you depressed bitch… where is help when I need it?… I should’ve eaten a burrito… I miss you Anne… why does Andréa keep calling?… Yankees win!… another shot… I hate this job… fuck you Amber you whore… hahahahaha you stupid… “this wheel keeps workin now”… kiss me… I don’t want to wake up… some mother and father I have…why didn’t I wear a condom?… That was Kat wasn’t it?… damnit I should’ve brought an umbrella… hmmm chocolate stout… I need more friends… wow she’s gorgeous… why are women stupid?… women named Liz… I hate my life… “this wheel keeps workin now”… why can’t we score runs?… Caitlin and sushi… motivation please… this job looks promising… TEQUILA!… Marvin Gaye and chardonnay… hopefully things work out with us… yuck New Orleans… remember that night at Cantina?… please don’t have cancer… I fucked up again… why did I treat Kristen so bad?… will this work?… money, money, money… yeah, Annie!… I’ll never trust another person again… was she right about me?…

“this wheel keeps workin now, this wheel keeps workin now…”

Eyes open.

A new day.

Leave yesterday behind.

And go.

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One Response to “180 Dreams”

  1. GD Says:

    Excellent use of stream of consciousness….it’s like a tumble through your brain, and it’s very moving…Thanks for sharing this!

    -GD
    Visit my writing blog at http://shelleddreams.wordpress.com/

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